Tuesday, May 22, 2018

[ Road to internship ]

Assalamualaikum my dear readers. Alhamdulillah dah 6 hari kita semua berpuasa. Rasa bersyukur tahun ni dapat lagi bertemu dengan bulan yang mulia ni. As uolls dah baca tajuk tu, yee tak lama lagi dah nak intern aku ni. Cepat je masa berlalu. Rasa macam baru je habis foundation. Time ticking too fast. Next week dah start final exam. Lepas habis final exam, maka itu tamat sudah la degree. I still remember that I always meroyan about many things thru every semester. There are some part that I'm proud of myself. I saw the difference in myself from sem 1 till now. Whereby, I still remember that I don't have confidence at all when comes to presentation. Without confidence, I always only read thru the slides or the notes that I hold when presentation. Still remember some lecturer said I did not have an eye contact with the audience while present. Starting from that, I start to make change and try to build confidence, alhamdulillah.. now I can present with confidence.

Sekarang rasa mix feeling sangat. Happy, sedih, nervous pun ada. Happy sebab dah nak habis belajar. Sedih nak tinggalkan orang yang di sayangi dan juga rakan2. Terlalu banyak sangat kenangan bersama mereka. Happy sama2, Stress sama2, Nangis sama2. Nervous? sebab nak intern nanti. Macam mana la aku intern nanti ye. Agak2 aku behave tak? perform tak? there are so many thoughts in my mind right now. What if I have problems in the company? macam mana aku nak handle. Apa2 pun lets hope for the best and boleh buat yang terbaik time intern nanti. Hope everything went well and I will try to perform well in the company.

Dah cari belum company apa nak intern nanti?...  Sudah !. Dah start sending my resume to different company. Dengan harapan senang untuk aku dapat tempat intern. Takut juga kalau tak ada yang nak amik. Takut tak fulfill requirement ke, tak cukup skills ke, result tak best ke kan. hahaha. Okay dah negatif thoughts. Mygod Marissa ! buang la perasaan negatif tu. May Allah ease everything and  InsyaAllah everything will be fine. For now focus on final exam.

Till here only my bebel. I hope you guys have a great ramadhan and i would like to wish you Selamat hari raya ! Maaf zahir dan batin =D . Wish awal takut nanti tak tahu bila nak ber-blogging lagi. hehehehe. Wish me luck in exam and life ye. Take care everyone and have a nice day ! xoxo

Love,
Mars

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